Friday, 1 August 2014

Boyfriends ....

So I started dating this amazing guy. Who  I am totally in love with.
Problem being he doesn't feel the same way about me. :( so we ended it.
I miss him like mad and would text him on a daily basis just to see how he is.
Over a month later my feelings for him haven't changed. I'm still madly in love with him but now, I find myself getting angry. It takes him days to reply to a message. So for now I have deleted his number from my phone. The only way I can get hold of him is via Facebook which we are not friends or if he texts me first.
No matter how much I try ever since knowing him I've instantly felt comfortable with him and always wanting hugs from him or I've craved his touch even just holding his hand. I've never been like that with anyone I've dated ever!
I'm always to afraid of being rejected by someone.
I guess the saying you'll see how much someone misses you when you stop bothering with them comes to mind. Honestly I don't think he misses me at all. So I'm not getting my hopes up or anything.
Moving on with my life tomorrow is a brand new day!